just got back from grandparent's house..
got 3 news, 2 good & 1 bad..

i'll start on de bad one first bah..
recently, my parent had been acting a little weird until these few days which kinda worries me..
well sad to say, since small i always had this mindset that i'm living in a happy & comfortable family, always getting wad i want & only other people family got problem my family dun have..
that mindset totally shattered today when my parent got into a very intense quarrel..
it was like ultraman & gozilla fought tgt..
buildings collasped, roads split & etc etc etc..
i do not noe de whole story but a few things i do noe is that desmond is deeply hurt by their quarreling bcos he cried & roy was like in a state of shock when i got home..
i tired my best to avoid my father bcos i noe when he is hot-headed he wun listen to anyone de..
he should asleep by now le lah..

back-tracking to this morning...
got a ride back from grandparent's house by liu sen bcos liu shu & liu sen went to visit ah gong & ah ma..
looking at my ah gong's leg just made me even more upset, heartache & i felt sooo suffocated..
wad on heaven is going on sia....
maybe this is just one of de factors that has contributed to my parent's workload..
mummy went to study some diploma course while daddy is trying to earn more money so that he can provide mummy, my two brothers & i a better life..
aiya, dun wanna talk about my parent le...

went to grandparent's house to visit them & i learned how to applied medicine on ah gong's leg..
although i was not de one that de maid applied de medicine on, i could feel de pain not physically but it feels like there were countless toothpick sticking into my heart.....
i held onto ah gong's hand like when i was living with them when i was little..
looking at de maid applied medicine on ah gong's leg makes my eyes red & teary, but wad can i do??
just sat there holding onto ah gong's hand & smile.......
when ah gong went to rest, dear called me to check if i'm alright..
well, here comes de second good new.. why second?? bcos i'm back-tracking today's event..
its de first time i confide my inner thoughts with dear & she seems to understand everything i said to her..
she crack a silly joke for me & then minutes later i was asleep le..
sooooo sorry dear, i think i too shag le..
woke up with mummy crying beside of me which totally shocked me & that was when i noe i was asleep while dear had already hung up..
moving on to de first good new was that after work today i met up with dear & we went compass point walk walk & then i brought dear to punggol park bcos she dunno such a park existed..
sat by de pond & chatted a lot..
sent dear home after that & guess wad, i forgot to take my book back from dear.....
shoooot man!!
anyway, i'm smart enough to fool dear that de present i was holding on my hands was for my friend until she went home & i told her that present was for her..
i had a hard time coming out with those sentences but in de end those were my heart-felt words..
really had a very enjoyable time with dear lor..
too bad i deleted de photos we took on bus.. hahaha..
dear should noe which photos i'm refering to........

packed breakfast for uncle richard & drink for godmother & guess wad?
vanessa saw me & waved to me..
i thought which crazy passerby was waving to me sooo happily & i looked round to see if she was waving to someone else..
work was never ending one, today was super duper de busy lor.. phone calls coming in every now & then filing, follow up & many more..
i felt sooo honoured sia ,uncle richard invited ONLY me to some express way "grand opening" this sunday..
went to draw money but all de machine in compass point got no money......
soooooo ma-loo lah..