this post is linked to de previous post...

after seeing doctor, i went home & due to de medicine effect i knocked out very quickly & i forgot to reply dear's sms...
pls forgive me dear...
went over to Ah ming's hse around 4pm & waited for ray, justin, jeff & daron to come..
then we headed for sir's condo for our BBQ gathering..
this BBQ is a gathering for de senior & juniors ventures which is planned by Ah ming..
jeff brought his girl-friend along named Kat(short form as i dunno how to spell)..
halfway thru BBQ, de senior ventures along with kat went up to somewhere where de juniors could not see us & we had a drink..
sir came up & caught us drinking but he yaya lah so some of us had pure while others drink mixed..
i think i drank too much le, cos after tt i could not think properly & i broke my vow to my grandparent..
i'm not filial sia, i'm such a failure...
how could i do such a stupid thing??
i really hate myself.......

dear is going to Malaysia tmr le...
will miss her very much de...
its okay, all i have to do is to wait for her to come back next week..
i can wait for her de, no problem.....
byebye dear^.^